I am

Monday, March 31, 2008

Recently I've been going through a period of low self-esteem. I've been blowing some of the negative sides of myself out of proportion. Today I feel it would be good to make list in order to accentuate the positive.

• I take chances and brave the uncharted, even though the outcome is uncertain.
• I speak infront of a huge amount of people week, somtimes on topic other people stay away from
  
• I am an attractive person
• I have unique traits
• I am creative
• I am a funny person
• I want to be able to understand others.
• I think highly of those around me.
• I want to better myself
• My study skills are good
• I know how to propose an arguement
• I have ways of thinking that others can confide in, its balanced
• I provide perspectives that are fresh and unique
• I am a strong person
• I ask questions
• I am techno-savy
• You are good at double-entendres.

Jack, you are a special person. Don't look down on yourself. Life is beautiful and so are you.

Hello prospective employer

Sunday, January 27, 2008

Apparently employers are googling current and applying staff, and a high number too.

I don't feel as though I really have anything online that I'm ashamed of, so rather than cower and self-censor my own paper trail, we might as well embrace it.

If you are an employer, welcome to my blog. Congratulations. You have managed to find my own piece of the internet

This blog outlines my thoughts and feelings of the happenings of my life for the past 4 years. When reading back on old posts it feels like another person with the same name posted them, but that was the purpose of the blog. This blog profiles my development physically, mentally and emotionally. There are a number of posts in the blog that were written as an outlet for anger or heartbreak. I am not exceptionally proud of these posts, but I keep them because they are a reminder of real raw feelings and events that helped me to become the person I am today.

I don't update this blog so much these days so this blog might reflect a person I used to be rather than a person I am. To live is evolve, to change. Life is a constant learning experience, life is study.

Holiday Musings

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

This blog is obviously past it's hayday, I hardly update it any more, I feel that it is time for an update.

VCE is over as is my loving relationship with Corey, how it is between eachother is in the air. I find it a bit dissapointng but there is very little I could do, when a person doesn't love you what can you do?

The fact that I'm single now will add to the vast change and possibility that that lays before me in the following months. I got into Arts at La Trobe which I am wrapped about. I want to anthropology, socioligy, gender sexuality and diversity study. I hope on joining the queer union and the mountaineering club. I've also got to work out where I'm going to live.

In the meantime I've got to finish all the work that needs to be done for my major assignment for my Certificate III Broadcasting coarse, I've come this far it would be a shame to not get my certificte because I didn't want to do a little holiday homework. Infact tomorrow night I should shut myself into the JOY 94.9 studios and try and get as much work done as I can.

I'm listening to BearRadio right now, the music is rather cool and makes for good light listening. I got my internet radio a few days ago, its a universe of potential.

Thanks for reading